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30.9.03
damn tired...
dunnoe why...
maybe coz stayed up to wish gene happy birthday last nite...
din get to speak to him at 12 though...
coz he wasnt at home...
din call his hp...
coz i reckon that if he wasnt at home...
he'd probably be out at the pubs with his frenz...
oh well...
msged him...
even though his phone's been acting up pretty much...
called him after civics today...
he sound damn blur..
i think i heard him saying tat he just got out of the shower...
good for him...

called him on sunday nite actually...
wasnt having that good a day...
kinda looking for someone to speak to...
but i guess he wasnt having a good day too...
cant rem how it all went...
but vaguely rem me saying bye...
and putting down the phone without waiting for a reply...
prior to that was this horrid silence...
bleah...
he called me again...
i hung him up once...
got his sms...
abt being sorry and all...
picked up his next call...
exercised nonchalance...
felt bad actually...
on my side...
tat i failed to understand him...
tat guy has been hurting from a back injury for days on end...
yet i wasnt able to accept his slight edginess...
haiz...


since then...
havent been talking to him the same anymore...

----Stef stopped rambling at 18:00
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