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tuesday!!!
bleah... long day.. many things... too many in fact... but one of the impt things that happened today.... is during class civics lesson... you know the thing abt throwing a ball of yarn abt... telling everybody how much they mean to you and stuff... yeah... did that today... although wasnt really year end liaoz... could feel the end approaching... when things started pouring out... the tear ducts couldnt really do their job liaoz... almost wanted to cry... i dunnoe why.... but 01 sorta meant alot to me... cant say why or how... but it has been great... rem din really enjoy being in 01 in the first 3 mths... yesh... that was how much the incident affected me.. but somehow... stayed... even though i hated f maths... never regretted tat decision since... like i said in klass today... never had guys in class in sec sch... so its a little different... not much though... coz they alwaz end up being bullied by me or something like dat... 01's special... girls sat apart from the guys... yesh... big distinction btw fmaths ppl and non-fmaths... yesh... but somehow... there seem to be an invisible bond... kinda like permanent dipole-permanent dipole forces that keeps our klass together... the diversity of us all actually binds us together.... amazing but true... i was kinda speechless during the session today... but no one can ever understand how much i had to say abt the klass... i could stand there and say something abt every single one in the klass if i had to... coz everyone meant something to me... really... wad xiuz said was true... sec sch teachers told us... frens from jc cannot be compared to that of sec schs... but i'm pretty sure... frenz i made in JC... are no less...if not more...amazing than pple i met in sec sch... really... like having YC studying with me even though the consultation is alwaz one-way... only me asking him and not the other way ard... its these kinda selfless acts... tat makes it all seem all so wonderful... i thanked YC during the yarn thingy today... but i din get the yarn ball often enough to thank all the pple i need to thank... coz the idiotic guys alwaz kept the ball within themselves... maybe i'll do it here.... thanks melissa and lala.... somehow you two are alwaz able to pick up the times i wasnt feeling great... and made my days look bright again... you both are my sunshine... weihao... for slamming the audi door in melissa and my face... but know that you suggested buying my bottle back for me... i kinda accept my loss... but cherished the fact that i have frenz like you who would do things like tat for me... all the girls... for being just as they are... bringing in the laughter...crap...and for just being there... how we dont shy away from holding each other's arm... lending a shoulder to cry on... both literally and metaphorically... merv... for ur verbal diahorrea... walking from klass to klass with ya never seem boring... maybe coz we crap on the same frequency... and so.... many more... will add on in the coming days... i love 01... i really do... thinking of writing postcards to the peeps ard me... i dunnoe... it'll take my mind off work and stress for a while... and hopefully brighten up their days... ----Stef stopped rambling at 21:00 --Link to Post |
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