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this week wasnt as great as last week lah...
esp with things pertaining to my infatuation... as such the last glimmer of hope was probably put out liaoz... am content with being frenz... but seriously... i dunno whether he knows... coz it seemed that many already guessed... i hope not... coz i guess i should be slowly putting it down... such things are only sweet at the beginning... but leaves a bitter aftertaste... maybe it should end before it reaches that stage... had ben at the back of my mind during the 'o's... affecting my studies... dun wanna the same thing to happen for my 'a's... ben's b-dae passed without me doing anything for him... din even send a postcard like i usually do... even for the most insignificant dates... am i really moving on??? finally?? or was it just coz i was too busy??? i hope for the former... but even if so... i long for a day when i could bump into him on the streets... just to know he's okay... ----Stef stopped rambling at 11:38 --Link to Post |
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