| 28.8.03 |
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BRAIN DEAD...
had PE today quite fun lah... won the two games with 2-0 and 1-0... me scored 3 goals... am happie... coz been so long since i last played... the tutorials were qite slack lah... but tiring lah... coz been doing alot of work recently... cant slack... prelims are near... need to prepare... chem pract today was quite ok lah... at least it was do-able... came home after tat.. coz dun wanna study in sch... need my bath... so tat i wont fall asleep... maybe go BK study soon??? YC in sch today... so nobody pei wo... but i will survive! was sms-ing cy in the bus... i think i gave him the impression tat i'm very sianz... and sad... dunno why either.. i'm pretty fine actually... except for the stuff that keeps replaying in my mind... tired of tat... really wanna put it all down.. but just cant seem to... never really speak to him this week... i dunnoe how to interpret it though... that the feelings are starting to fade... or tat i'm trying my best to put it aside... trying not to look at him... ...not to listen out for his voice or laughter... ...not to start any conversations... maybe i'm just sensitive... but it feels as if these efforts were two-way... like he's keeping a distance from me... caught his gaze a couple of times today... but it seemed all so uncomfortable... ...maybe it just isnt meant to be... its kinda weird of me actually... to blog of different pple in a same period of time... maybe thats just how confused and clueless i am... dun even know wads going on in my mind... ----Stef stopped rambling at 18:19 --Link to Post |
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