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studied with laoda after sch today..
was waiting for lala to finish VA... =) then went home with her... talked abt stuff... well... i guess many things in life is beyond us... truly... we are pawns of fate and circumstance... its hard to take charge of your own life then... all a game of chance... lala... couldnt tell this to you on the bus... but something you should know is tat... dont let other pple's (esp mine...) actions ruin wad you have... it's inevitable... so i guess its just how you take it in stride... rem i told you how bothered i was with pple's gossip abt me tat i made him wait far far away??? it was unfair to him... he thot so... i thot i couldnt help it... but i could... if i could just ignore the gossip that might go ard... it'll be unfair to you both if you bother too much abt (my) suaning... so... try to put it aside ok??? phew... load off my conscience... talked to him today... somehow... the simplest of conversations... be it crap...suaning...nonsense...rubbish...a hi/bye/smile... it'll just make me darn happy... then i go bouncing ard in the day... somehow... i guess its something i'd learnt to make do with knowing i cant have him... *shrugs* its the next best thing... betted with alwin lai today... for this coming stats test... person with lower mark treat... but can only be treated if one of us get A/B... its our way of pushing each other on... i hope it works.. for both of us... will get back to work... stupid eugene din reply my previous sms again... stupid guy... either his phone died on him... or the sms din get to me... or he simply refuse to reply... =P ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:00 --Link to Post |
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