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. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
4.6.03
woohoo!
hot hot hot wednesday...
had to wear tie...
then it kinda like suffocated me...
day was pretty much in a hurry...
din really have time to stop and slack...
until after sch anyway...

first time in a long time that dont have to stay back for council stuff on a wednesday...
then coz alot of pple in AB camp...
alot of pple got Learning journey...
so weirdly enuff...
went to watch bruce almighty with alwin lai...
haha...
i know...
its weird...
woah...
it was a good movie lor...
read somewhere that its abit of blasphemy...
din think so...
somehow i find it quite inspiring...
maybe becoz i do get bad days like dat...
like bruce in the show...
and kinda related to it...
its abit lame...
but somehow...
i find logic in jim carrey's humour...
that it aint as shallow as it looks...
amazingly...
i find a whole load of wit and intellect in his movies...
except the super smelly ones like dumb and dumber...the mask...ace ventura...
hmm...
thats a whole awful lot...
but look at liar liar...
bruce...
me, myself and irene...
should see his NG's...
usually there coz of the jokes he cracks out of the blue...

dont know if i blogged of this b4...
but betted with alwin over the previous chem test...
who was to do better...
kinda won chicken rice...

but feel super bad abt hoping so hard i'll win...
can really say why...
but yeah...
feel rotten...
but received his sms just now after i apologised for being mean...
he kinda said something like he betted with me so that i would work hard...
and hopefully do well...
i felt so immature and such an ass...
was touched by that sms...
and started to think whether all scholars are like dat...
heard of YXY doing it as well...
if thats so...
i think they deserve admiration...
not for their scholastic achievements...
but for the maturity they actually possess...
and the concern they have for their peers...
like i said...
i felt rotten...
and like wat YXY would say one year ago...
i felt anti-superior...

i saved that sms...
coz it touched me...
made me grow up...
made me realise that beneath all the suan-ing between us both...
i have a friend in him...
one who cares...

...and that was enough to keep me smiling all the way home...

----Stef stopped rambling at 19:09
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