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races were horrible today...
kinda jialat in fact... things really not going my way... totally at the back of the team... losing out loads to wanqi and leeching... haiz... really dunnoe how... i've been pretty hardworking... but really cant commit as much as sam and wq does... not blaming council.. only myself... but the plus side of today is that got to have alot of fun with the peeps at the beach... realised i was the only girl in our bunch not going ard in a bikini... i was... but i had a top on... which they said wasnt of much use coz its white... so there they were flaunting their all while we were playing beach volley... but at least i felt myself... aint got enuff confidence to take of my shirt.. though they were cheering me on... =P maybe when i get abs... which means never... oh ya... beach volley was pretty much fun... coz played against the malaysians... then very farnie... lotsa stupid things came up.. but the best part was the cute guy who i have been eyeing was playing directly opposite... gawd... it was the longest time i got to look at him... oh ya... took pictures.. so am pretty happy... with seniors... juniors... malaysians... coaches... team... woohoo! sad thing is... the place where we party 4 newyears... learnt windsurfing from scratch... shivered in cold together... braved the storms... basked in the sun... ...is going to be torn down by the next week... haiz... coz they opening up the club area to public... so its damn sad... coz this was our place... everyone was family... everyone almost knew everyone else... even how distant... we would acknowledge each other presence... its not common to foster such a relationship with pple like twice or thrice your age... i'll miss the place like crazy... really.. sad that judah cant come back in time to see it for teh last time... he's only coming back in aug... =~( the place means alot to me... having our last party this friday... no more uncle robert to pass us flares on new years eve... no more uncle shawn to disturb us... no more uncle suddin to call me steffie... no more mr tan to dote on us... they might still be there... but we wont... sad... argh... forgot to take pix with them... darn! i should and i must.. i will... maybe one day soon... =) i'll miss them.. sch tmr... sleep early... ----Stef stopped rambling at 21:39 --Link to Post |
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