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. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
25.6.03
is it ever possible that the person you think you know really is unknown to you?
well..
i think its more possible than not...
i, for one, am behind a mask i wear everyday...
i cant say its deceit...
but maybe as a form of protection of your true self...
that you want an upper hand above the rest...
thus you keep your true self away...
kept from others...
i guess it makes you feel less vulnerable...
less susceptible to harm, fear, guilt, hurt...
and it takes more than guts to reveal your true self for the world to pounce on...
i dont think its something wrong....
but i think its sad that anyone has to live life this way...
seriously...
am i???
i'm not even sure myself...
coz i guess even i have been taken in by myself...
it sounds illogical...
incoherent...
i guess thats how my thoughts are rite now...

why so?

i have no idea...
eugene, its all your fault...
on a lighter note...
I am fine...
not suicidal or anything...
but thought its good to look deeper into things once in a while...
and since i was in the mood...
so why not?

we keep saying..
'BE YOURSELF...'
but do we really know ourselves?



----Stef stopped rambling at 22:00
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