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GP paper today...
man... think i totally screwed up... AQ got a little out of point... essay got a little out of hand... on the whole i just crapped my way thru the paper... maths tomorrow doesnt look brighter either... did questions with lala and merser at BK just now... i had more question marks than anything else... even things i thot i was good at... i simply got stuck with them lor.. very demoralised... beaten liaoz.. both mentally and psychologically... war on maths will continue later.. after this blog... a jog... a bath... and dinner... hope am able to concentrate after tat... and sleep well tonite... couldnt sleep last nite lor... too excited for sch today i think.. piangz... where got such thing one? i think its stress-induced insomnia... bleah... hate stress... oh yah... me bought the YXY pen.. maybe it's really the shen qi bi... so in the name of science... bought the 1.50 bucks pen... see whether can score in this CT annot... no choice.. pretty desperate for some form of hope... =P got to see him after a long hols today... but can be sure whether the feeling is wat i think it is... somehow... i WAS looking out for him... and WAS happy when i actually saw him... but seriously... i dunnoe... in fact i do hope not... its pretty messy in here.. and liking someone will only worsen it... ----Stef stopped rambling at 18:27 --Link to Post |
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