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ever lost a close fren, relative, klassmate or stuff like dat before?
be it by death or maybe just by a lost contact... somehow i guess if the person meant alot to you.. you'll see parts of that person manifesting in others ard you... maybe i'm overly sensitive... but can help but see him in people ard me... but wat if all these were in a single person... am i expected to fall in love again like i did years ago? maybe its just an illusion... probably so... it becomes an expectation.. filling of his shoes... which is sad.. which means i havent really gotten over it despite the length of time that passed... maybe i'm still waiting for the answer... but dont think i'll ever get it... c'mon... its time to move on.... yeah... i know... but seriously... even if i'm to fall in love with someone right now... i wont be sure that i'm outta the shadow of the past... been thinking... the greatest liar in my life would be myself... tat applies to many pple as well... or so i think... but... Disclaimer: No...i am not infatuated with anyone now larh... hmmm... was tat a lie as well??? *shrugs* =P ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:55 --Link to Post |
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