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actually wanted to blog this yesterdae...
but kinda forgot... watched a little of the chn 8 serial... erm... holland village... then saw this part abt mo xiao ling's character being discrimintaed abt her looks... man! i think its pretty much like dat in real life as well... though we havent seen much of it yet in the semi-sheltered environment of education... *b|az looks into mirror and fret... really??? its kinda scary... then wat happens to your talents/abiities/qualifications/sacrifices??? all undermined just like tat??? anyway... who is to decide wads beautiful and wads not? its all in the eye of the beholder... somehow i tend to lean towards the argument that beauty is somewhat over-rated... might sound again like sour grapes... but wat has your looks got to do with wad you can do?? so... why should it be the deciding factor on wad you can achieve?? something i've alwaz believed in... people should not be incriminated over things they haf no control over... things they are born with... but i guess the way society looks at them... will be the odds they are fighting against... low self confidence... ...something bestowed upon me... whenever pple take a second look at me on the streets... i'll be like... 'man! now wads wrong with me... issit my hair??? ...my face??? ...my arms??? ...my legs??? wad!??!?!' *b|az tears hair from head... its THAT traumatising... so i'd rather look at the concrete floor.. not all the time though... ...coz banging into pillars aint a pretty sight as well.. =P hopefully its just a phase i'm going through... i think living the rest of my life with my eyes on the floor aint a good thing... man! think of all the things i'm missing... brad pitt might just walk past and i wont even know! ----Stef stopped rambling at 12:06 --Link to Post |
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