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11.5.03
=~(
ultra sad today...
my baobei tore quite badly...
was totally ripped lor...
piangz...
coz we went out quite far into the open sea...
then got this beacon...
those big yellow ones...
we call it FERRY...
coz all the beacons got name one...
and it was a international beacon...
current was damn strong...
fell in...
sail got stuck againt the beacon...
couldnt pull it away...
was just too strong for me...
andrew din help me somemore...
just kept scolding me...
maybe its true that he couldnt help me...
but the incessant scolding din help...
i really snapped at him lor...
din care that he was my coach...
if someone was to scold me for the wrong reasons...
i would disregard the person's seniority and just attack back lor...
he was like...
"next time...do something fast instead of sitting on your board and dilly-dallying..."
i slammed my boom end into the water and did a fierce tack...
went to him...
"i WASNT sitting on my board!!! neither was i dilly-dallying!!!"
i think he was taken aback...
liew...
even if he decides to sack me...
i cant be bothered liaoz...
sail tear until like that...
beyond repair lor...
haiz...
its my baobei leh...
damn sad...
really...
i already have enuff reasons to keep me away from training liaoz..
1. failing grades...
2. parental objection...
3. coach who doesnt give debriefs...
amazingly enuff...he gave us one today...
now...
a torn sail...
argh...
my board took a slight knock too...
chipped a little at the side...
grr...
argh!!!

did alot of tacking and gybing today...
quite happie with my gybing though...
sunk the tail pretty well...
could manage even though the wind picked up a little at the end...
woohoo!
din do any planning today...
was just too little wind...
sad sad sad...

had a good dinner with my family though...
hope my mom had a lovely mothers' day...
and starbucks...
caramel and mocha fraps...
and the guy who took my order was really cute!!!
he was like really frenly...
'so...what can i get you? =)'
'do you want whipped cream with it? =)'
'not a problem! =)'
'so who's having wat? =)'

he ended everything with a smile...
kinda made my day...
not that he was cute...
but you know how nice it is to have someone serve you with a smile?
ya...
plus the fact that he's cute...
plus the nice family dinner...
it kinda made me forget abt my lousy day...
=)

----Stef stopped rambling at 21:26
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