14.5.03 |
stressed...
seriously... elects' camp is getting on my nerves... though i'm not formulating the proposals... have been staying up late with those doing them to print for them at the end of it all... kinda tired... tmr hol also no rest... recce 30+ km route for hike... not walking the whole of it... but it'll take up whole morning liaoz... afternoon go with family to temple.. almost broke down just now... broke news to parents that i got recce tmr... then they kinda blasted at me... at council for doing something on a public holiday... seriously... we bo pian... somemore i IC... cannot say dont go rite??? we are already tight on schedule... alot of restrictions... seriously... the last thing i needed just now was them to raise their voice at me... i really had enuff of crap for the day liaoz... need a break badly... but dunnoe where to get it from... mentally...physically...psychologically tired... met up with mr paul tham regrading AJ Ideas today... glad the results are back... hope that our batch can do SOMETHING abt the canteen prb... we're trying... went for dinner with cherchin, audrey and gerald after everything... ate zhu chao... it was interesting lah... one of the few whom i wont eat with usually... i had a gd dinner... oni that i have to come home to more food... but felt obliged to eat with the scholars... considering the meeting i called... was one of the reasons they missed dinner at hostel... they were sweet pple... waiting with me for the bus before it came... though it wasnt long till it did... the fact that they pei me until then was sweet enuff liaoz... =) just wished my parents would be more supportive of wat i am doing... it may be taking alot of my time... but it is wad i ran for.. its my responsibilty towards the college... it is that important to me... dont think i will give up council for anything else... if i were to choose... i would rather quit wsf-ing than council... i have a duty towards council.. a passion... a fire... and i wont let it burn out until the end of term... =P ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:30 --Link to Post |
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