21.5.03 |
realised that i'm not strong enough...
esp emotionally... went into my daddy's car... din wanna bother him with my stuff... kept dead silent... until he asked me whats wrong... then i just burst out crying... think the stress is crushing me... simply dunnoe wat to do... dad says the prb with me lies in my expectation of the pple ard... that i must understand that no one's perfect... they do horrible things... but thats a fact... something i have to accept... pray that God gives me strength to pull through... if there's two things i really need now is mental resilience and sleep... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:08 --Link to Post |
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