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day today was ultra hot again..
actually it's very difficult for us to keep awake and pay attention when the classrooms are so hot... actually hot is okay... but the humidity... argh... struggling... trying... just voted my 10 votes for the 20th council... yeappie... councillors got 10 votes... woohoo! hope the results will be good tmr... sat beside YXY for physics today... crapped with him loads... and found him to be a really nice person... even tried to motivate me to work harder... telling me his studying strategy... he's the IDIOT who scored 88% in the previous physics test... feel inspired yes... but just cant materialise... still am pretty appreciative of his effort... he's my ou xiang lah... really... went to compass point with lala... ate hot dogs and had my fav OrangePineapple original... bought tea eggs for my bro.. nonya kueh for granny... and soya beancurd for my grandpa... and pressed some money out for myself... kinda broke liaoz... esp after the bingeing on hot doggies with lala... talked abt loads of stuff with her today... love going home with her... just have loads of fun... and the day wont seem that gloomy afterall... we DO gossip... i must admit... but we talk abt loads of intellectual and stuff with depth too okie??? heheh... correct lala? been having loads of farnie dreams recently... hmm... let's see.. dreamt of cy... then dunnoe why it diverted to wf... all sorts of funnie things happen... but it seem so real... cant really remember wad it was... but i was damn happie that it happened... oni to wake up and realise its just a dream... does that mean i'm dissatisfied with my life now??? maybe... but i really dunnoe... somehow when i think abt it conciously... i feel that my life's pretty good rite now... at least i dont sit and brood and think wad went wrong.. in fact... dont think i gave myself any chance to sit and brood anyway... i'm a happie girl... or so i think... i've got a supportive family... great frenz/classmates/council/team-mates... a fulfilling sch life if not for the lousy grades... wsf-ing's going fine other than the fact i'm behind the rest... it IS a blissful life actually... and no way i'm going let a dream/person/object/issue take that happiness away from me... ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:05 --Link to Post |
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