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28.5.03
beautiful wednesday...
day had lala constantly jisiao-ing me about liking YXY...
its NOT true...
i just think he's nice..
and that ends there...
not including the fact that he can be an ass sometimes...

had a statistical lecture for gp...
abt how badly my lecture group did in the 1st term...
and the recent timed practice...
c'mon...
i know i got 20/50 for the sucky essay...
its a whole 12 mark drop from my highest ever attained...
am sad enuff liaoz..
din need a morale basher...
haiz...
dunnoe wat to do...
work hard on my content subs...
get BBC...
then gp so jialat..
*b|az gives up...

took cab down to delta stadium to catch melissa's match...
spent 9 bucks just to cheer for 30 mins...
whole bunch of us rushed down in 5 cabs...
hiakz...
will be expecting alot of running ard in cabs over the next few days...
esp when i need to go national stadium for training from weird places like delta, CCAB, or toa payoh...

tomorrow cheer support again...
i dunnoe cheer who..
but i hope it'll be good...
events like these will either make or break the council...
of coz we're hoping for the former...
walked back to sch with keat wei after delta today....
discussed serious stuff with him...
realised that he's quite mature in his thoughts...
is that a good thing or bad???
sometimes you'll think that people with the most naive and immature thinking are the best off...
coz they dont need to think too deeply into things sometimes...
i guess...
dunnoe where i stand...

am going thru a pretty difficult time now...
really am training 4 times a week...
working my ass off for council...
and trying to study hard all at the same time..
i get stressed...
i do...
but i try not to bring it to sch...
just sleep it off at nite...
maybe thats why i cant get enough of sleep...
sleep with too many things in my mind...
cant get proper rest...
the next holiday is too far away...
haiz...
just need one day when i can just sleep at home...
recuperate...
=P~

----Stef stopped rambling at 21:08
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