10.4.03 |
Mood: Still depressed...
went out with klass after sch today... makan seoul garden... had lotsa fun... lotsa laughs... in short... had a great time... crappy stuff do make you a happie person... but back in sch for WITS meeting... then had to start studying for my chem test tmr... sucks.. hate the fact that i failed two subs... and did horribly for my languages... esp GP... which i thot i was quite safe in... it was a fatal assumption... i was wrong... sad man... my grades suck so much i really wanted to cry... but cant coz i brought it upon myself... the rest of the klass....the rest of the council is doing so well... but here i am... failing my tests... copying homework and crap... i really dunnoe how... somehow i just wished serene was here with me again... she'll know wad to do... how to make me work... wanted to call her... but scared she still having lessons... hope i get out of this bout of depression soon... its not easy trying to appear composed in front of every one else... going for a jog... maybe the fresh air will help me... ----Stef stopped rambling at 18:42 --Link to Post |
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