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freaking tired today...
yesterdae slept early... so din do chem stuff... came to sch.... slept in the CR... think me drooled on myself... hope no one saw... muahhaha... day was pretty much of rushing ard... celebrated pinjin's b-dae... a farnie miscommunication got him two b-dae cakes from the klass... so we had a big choc cake... and a small mango cake... but dun think we mind... coz we finished every single morsel of it... morning assembly got me up in the podium today... kinda hesistant abt it... but mr lim kw said it was only rite to show the results of my absence... got nice congrats... but really... i din do THAT much to deserve it... just that i'm one of the very FEW windsurfers ard... esp in singapore... am pretty happie that i'm kinda picking myself up in terms of work... slowly doing wads expected of me and more... i feel good abt myself... and i hope this discipline can keep up... but i dont think it will for long... andrew kinda managed to get the sports council behind us... so soon... i'll be doing gym at least 2 weeknites a week... and on the water during the weekends... it sounds cool... but really is not... even though yesterdae training wasnt THAT tough... was feeling the after effects full force today... muscle aches and all.. found andrews elbow on forearm treatment esp useful... so was kinda doing it during lessons and all.. so its not so bad now... but the question of how i'm going to do my work remains... i hope i can manage... think i'll find a chance to speak to wearn how abt how he managed... its not easy to attain wat he has... which is what got me idolising him in the first place... even if he did not get those medals... not get straight As for exams... just amazing how he manages the stress and workload... impressive... if only i could be half as good... YH mentioned today that my CCA points would be sky high... considering i'm both in council and windsurfing as well.. its kinda true... but seriously... it's the only positive thing i'm getting after the long sleepless nites with my tutorials and proposals.... i'm trying hard... i am.. ----Stef stopped rambling at 20:45 --Link to Post |
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