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first day of lesson proper for me in a long time...
happy seeing all the pple i havent been seeing for a long long time... happily kena suaned to the bone by laoda...xiyang...YC... and a few others... it's kinda nice seeing them all again... esp the girls.. coz girls rule... yeay! i dislike sch... but the pple IN sch... make it all pretty again... day was kinda short.. so it wasnt too bad... but really... din understand a single thing during maths tutorial today... and that sucked... tmr will be worse... with physics and chem coming up... i think i could just jump down and die... am pretty depressed with my horrible results... mr lim just told me to study harder today... i know i suck... but i really dunnoe how to help it... i tried to talk to andrew abt training liaoz... that i cant train as much when a levels approach... but he rebutted with the JC2 sailors... saying that if the sailing pple can do it why not windsurfers... that kinda killed me... feel kinda useless... even in comparision to myself... in sec sch i had two CCAs and o levels but i wasnt feeling as terrible as i am rite now... i dunnoe what to do... i know i need to study... but i dunnoe how to balance my stuff... no one can help me... oni myself i guess... so i've to start now... get down to work liaoz... maybe i've to stop blogging so often... come on only when i have pressing things to say... will that help? nah... i have loads to say everyday... no diff... but i'll ciaoz for now... =) ----Stef stopped rambling at 21:24 --Link to Post |
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