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quarrelled with mum...
kinda bad... she and dad is planning to go to penang too... i dunno for wad... its going to be totally pointless so i dun understand why they are even planning it... she insists that they are worried coz i havent ben giving them enough details... and when they ask... i tend to get really frustrated... coz the times they asked was after training... and i was damn freaking tired to answer any of their constant probbing... cried a number of times... seriously there is no pont in them going... wont even see them even if they're there... i know things i did in the past has caused them to lose confidence in me... but the thing is i'm almost 18 now... and am changed... i dont lie to them anymore... i dont hide things from them anymore... why cant they trust me??? really cant understand why... took cab down to ECP today... fixed up the pulley system on my laogong... he looks pretty good with it... fiercer looking... and more proficient... WQ and SK were the oni ones who were there when andrew taught them how to set up... WQ did help me... but most of the time i was left bending over her sail and trying to see what knots were used... uncle ben wasnt quite understanding too... din understand why we had to take such a long time with the pulleys... 1. its my first time putting one up... 2. i had minimal assistance..(except when sam offered to help me saw the screws...i kinda did everything else myself...including buffing the airblock) 3. need to trim some of the stuff up so that they could be used... =P and he kinda niao-ed us for taking the whole day... i'm really trying very hard liaoz... but its really not easy on me... but looking on the bright side... just received 2 shirts from singapore sailing... with a small singapore flag sewn to the sleeve... dont really know wad it means... cause we're definitely not from the national team... maybe just a token of appreciation for us representing the country... even as lousy surfers... will sign off from here... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:34 --Link to Post |
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