. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
8.2.03
did judging for talentime today...
met loads of really talented pple...
really impressed by them all...
i mean...
really...
when you see them off the corridor...
you wont really think they're so...
wonderful...
really...
had trouble keeping my scoring low...
was just too impressed and amazed by these pple...
with their self compositions...
amazing vocals...
i think i'll have more to look out for...
considerig we have another 3 days of auditions...
woohoo!
really happie...

went out with talentime adhoc....
crapped...
watched final destination 2 with my hands over my eyes...
the gory death scenes damn freaking gross...
eeks...
wont be able to sleep tonite...
bleah...

heard canon in D like twice today...
a guitar duo...
and a piano piece...
kinda reminded of how i fell in love with that piece...
i was never a klassical music kinda person...
but he sent me a .mid of his amateur kinda playing...
was smitten...
by the song, that is...
am reminded of him every time i hear the piece...
and considering its popularity...
am reminded of him constantly...
still blaming myself...
still thinking why...
am listening to the pieces he composed now...
Our Happy Days...
The Nearness of You...
The Girl from Heaven...(dont puke...not me...)
all written 2 years ago...
but seemed like ages since i last saw him...
or spoke to him...


kinda think back onto my lit text in sec sch...
think i'm winding up like abraham...
kinda a failure in interpersonal relationships...
seriously i dunnoe wads wrong...
and cant find out too...
coz except for rene and a few others far away in other JCs...
i dont really confide in anyone..
so i dont really see...
or know...
dont really know wad to do...
except sit and wait for the mood to swing past me....

----Stef stopped rambling at 22:57
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