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. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
17.2.03
day today wasnt that great...
many werent very happie with the talentime finalists...
but well...
the ad-hoc has been thru shit to sieve these pple out...
since the decision has been made...
i should stand by my ad-hoc...
to pple who aint very happie abt the final results...
everyone who auditioned were great..
in his/her own way...
but you havent seen these amazing pple...
we judged by quite a number of criterion...
and its not anyhow that we selected these pple...
come for Talentime and see for yourself...


was cramped up alot in the CR today...
din do any homework...
had to get the deco going...
and the give out the tix...
woohoo!
you should have seen the response...
was really good...
just hope that all who have taken tix would come...
and not leave empty seats ard...

skipped PE...
wanted to do gym...
coz mr lim told mr koh abt me liaoz...
so guess i'll be skipping the next couple of afternoon PE as well...
freak...
calf muscles hurt like hell after yesterdae...
feels damn tight...
and painful actually when i walk...
argh...

joined bball 3 on 3...
not that i really want to...
but shishi's kinda keen...
and not good to burst her bubble...
so can oni play if the match on sat morning...
coz must train in the afternoon...
hope i dont break some ankle or anything...
damn prone to bball injuries...

kinda quarrelled with dad big time abt the penang thingy...
he's kinda worried abt the conflict between the two sides...
after wad dr M and PM goh exchanged...
he's kinda worried that i might get into trouble there...
but he din realise how big this is to me...
this is world asian championships..
and its so nan de that SSF would pay for us...
he kinda shouted at me...
i started crying...
real bad...
coz am already under loads of stress...
talentime...
games fest...
homework...
tests...
SSF...
training...
council...
andrew and seniors are bent that we have to go...
but sch and parents think otherwise...
even mr lim kok wee knows that my studies kinda suck...
and ask me to think abt it...
i dunnoe how...
i really dont...
sometimes i kinda wanna run away from it all...
i dont have enough time for everything...
there is this pack of negatives that have been in my bag for a month...
supposed to develop fotos and send to jud in canada...
but never found time to do it...
i just want time for myself...
really...
just the slow walk home that was so familiar just last year...
now...
i stay in sch so late that my parents will pick me after 7...
really at least 12 hours in school lor...
grr....

----Stef stopped rambling at 20:45
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