| 27.1.03 |
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feel kinda terrible now...
my worst fears kinda materialised... i suspected it... feared it... but coming across her blog made me just see the light... i understand... we had our brush... but i really tried my best to make up for my unintended mistakes... i could never talk to her... i try to do small favours... talk to her... win her back... but failed... terribly... its kinda like in primary sch... when one would write best friends: blah blah blah blah blah... and how one would feel if left out from that list??? i was left out from a similar list... with a more mature twist of coz... it isnt unintentional... but i understand... just feel detested... something i never wanted ever to feel... i'm not a good person... but i try to be one... i'm not a bitch... i just want to get things done... may have stepped on toes by doing that... but i dont think i'm dealt justice... i cried and cried hard when i realised that she was hurt by me... worse that it was not intentional... i dont even know how many others i hurt... i dunnoe how to go about life now... thing is... i've tried to make it up to her... but i guess it just aint enuff... sorry... but i tried my best... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:52 --Link to Post |
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