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argh..
promised myself that i'll do home work over the weekend... but i din... kinda disappointed with myself... my lack of self discipline... argh... been re-thinking alot abt life actually... that things arent really what they seem on the surface... somehow... i dunnoe what to think... or believe... i grow skeptical of things i see on the surface.. but also doubt myself when i see further than that... am i misunderstanding the people ard me??? am i being overly worried or cynical?? i really dunnoe... am i trying too hard to understand wads going on ard me??? somehow... i cant find the answer... people that i once thot were nice proved otherwise... people that i once were wary of became the closest i could ever imagine... okay... that was exagerated... but you get the idea... this level of cynicism aint healthy... really... just wish i could be simple and naive all again... maybe life wouldnt be as complex... as painful... ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:16 --Link to Post |
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