. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
7.11.02
day today was pretty short...
hung out with the girl gang at the library...
tried to watch billy elliot...
but couldnt get the player working...
ended up reading blogs randomly...
and watching flash MTVs with YZ...
=P
day ended with me asking leave from big boss...
he said i look pale...
not feeling well...
which turned out to be true...
reached home to get a bout of cramps...
yucky thing..
got me stuck under the blankie for a long time...
hurts like hell...
wonder how i'm going to take the papers tomorrow...
crouching at the table wrinching in pain???
argh hope not...
got a very low threshold for pain...

remember once i was at bugis with blaz...
one of our food outings...
hah!
had cramps...
so whole day was slouching in pain...
but darent tell him...
scared he'll send me home...
so i ren!
ate lotsa stuff...
drank our respective favourite bubble tea...
shared churros...
had octoballs...
had fun...
all my favourite stuff...
oh yah...
tat was also the day he recommended me the magic pen that i used for the 'o's...
he took his master's with it...
and got into the dean's list...
hah!
superstition i must start to believe...
and the impossible materialised...
with my o's results...
muahahhaaah...
maybe i should use the pen for my 'a's too...
heheh...
then it shall be called the shen qi bi...

kinda realised that i spoke alot about blaz the last couple of days...
dunnoe why also...
hahha...
maybe the stress from the paper tmr got to me...
and i'm like kinda freaking out...
YC said something that felt like a knock on the head...
not that it was offending...
but just din feel good...
he said he din understand why we were obsessed with writing blogs...
diaries for the whole world to see...
to flaunt our vocabulary?
to gloat about our fortunes and success?
to display our personal lives?
i never thought that way...
just thot blogs were a good way to keep my sanity in check...
my entries now are exactly in the same format that i would email blaz when we were still corresponding...
the same goes for him too...
all the little insignificant stuff made up a very important part of our lives...
and i believe same goes for most of those who made writing blogs a essential part of their daily routine...
but as a disclaimer...
i'm not speaking against YC...
*stef raises white flag...and waves...
just an attempt to justify my blog...
=)

----Stef stopped rambling at 16:17
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