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being among the large crowd along the streets kinda got me looking out again...
and got me thinking... about him... and hows he's doing... am i destined to be plagued forever by this habit? i dont know... i wanted to call but held back... he needs his space... and all i can ever do... is wish for his happiness... he was down with high blood pressure where we left off... kinda worried me... high blood at that age aint very common... but it seemed like a job thing... working for the MHA doesnt seem to easy to me... getting the job as senior officer... at the age of 25... kinda ruins the meaning of the post... yeah? getting the job seemed easy enough... but i guess the real challenge is keeping up with it... the 1.5 years needed to keep his resume pretty is kinda up... wonder whats his plans... to stay on... or go back to working for his dad... or maybe even take over the business... but thats not in his character... if i remembered right... it's been really 1.5 years... since the new job came up... and we lost touch... its kinda long... to think of it... considering its 1 of 12 parts of my life... brooding over this... moving on aint as easy as it seems... the further you fall... the longer you climb... we corresponded for more than 1.5years... i think putting it all down would take twice or maybe thrice as long... just to sit up... and walk away... never to look back... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:42 --Link to Post |
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