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sad. sadder. saddest.
start with how YZ started his thought-provoking entry today. its scary that what he wrote was quite true about life now. never before have i ever been so skeptical about my life. something happened in school today. the most shocking of things. cant say much due to the repercussions if its revealed. but it just shocks how scary some people can become. full of deceit and betrayal and a face that hides it all. its like some novel or drama serial materialised. sometimes i do wonder how can such pple exist. lying without batting an eyelid. freaky. usually in sec sch i was just prancing around the whole school with nuthing weighing down my mind. its like monday will be bball training. tuesday, without fail, the bunch of us would just go to siglap for ice cream waffle that we simply adore. wed go down to the beach to train with the waves. thurs down to the hoops again. friday...attempt to slack but would stay back in school for some reason or another. saturday, shuttling between two CCAs. life was routine but friends ard made it fun. despite how un-fun i was. and still am. kinda miss my TK pals. not that i cant find any in AJ. but the bonds in there is hard to forge again. life now is a bleak routine with lotsa tutorials on my back. lectures that come one after another. hours of boring meetings. what is life? i do ask. but i must still clarify that i do appreciate the pals i have in AJ. a whole bunch in klass. a few in council. i guess it just takes time to fully get to fully confide in one another. glad to say, i started doing so in some of them. which makes me feel much better, much at home. better end here. got chem to finish. physics to start. proposal to begin on. and script to write. may my insomnia last longer. =) ----Stef stopped rambling at 01:24 --Link to Post |
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