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=( kinda jialat...wrote a super long blog entry...
but server screwed up again and its gone... happened while i was writing emails b4... aint good...coz all the true feelings are in the first entry... *bleh* so sad... but as i was saying...enjoyed today's activites quite abit... though the bleak expectation i brought to sch kinda dampened the anticipation... but tile painting was okay...getting ur hands abit black... polka dotted with paint and screechy tiles... *eeks* arts appreciation session was cool... c'mon...wad more can you ask from the sch??? a 'whose line issit anyway?' with dramaplus... bunch of droolable musically inclined guys in uniform...with the string ensemble from SAF... a farnie animated mini-movie...with an adorable doggy... woohoo! it was great... *applause* =) took the bus today... attempted to read...but eye was threatening to shut close... put the book away...and was half asleep with 92.4 in my ears... but woke up to find a nice looking guy in the tiny space beside me... could sleep no more i tell you... but of coz...mind wasnt on him...(or how to pretend to fall asleep on his shoulder...) just started gazing mindlessly at a distant object..(the legs of the lady opposite count?) music just moving thru my ears to the other end... thought of stuff that i put aside some time ago... hmm...wondered how life would be for me now if i am with someone...(you know wat i mean...) i do appreciate the influx of freedom and liberty to make my own decisions... but sometimes you do wonder...will i be more emotionally stable if i have someone to go back to? (not literally of coz...) thankful that i have more time with my pals...to finish council work...and of coz the academic aspect of life... sometimes i do wonder how i managed two CCAs...mountains of work...life and him in sec sch... on hindsight...its like... wow... (alot of times you only appreciate things on hindsight...so it doesnt hurt to do reflection sometimes..) but of coz do miss the kind of feeling that no matter what happens there's someone to hear you out... u know? the shoulder to cry on... the hands to catch you when you fall thing??? cliche as it might sound... it's true... and u'll only appreciate it oni when you lost it... all 21 mths of it... =( kinda disappointed with a lady i met on the street today... on the way home...in the RAIN!!! we were in opposite directions of the walkway... and she almost bumped me off into the muddy grass running parallel to the path... people.... i mean the path so big...i already on the edge liaoz... argh... where is basic courtesy in these people? dont their conscience bug them when they think abt poor me who was trying to brisk walk in the pouring rain??? the woman had an umbrella for goodness sake! grr.... better stop now... need to pack stuff for tmr!!! woohoo! time to be happy again... feels alot better after bleh-ing out on the blog... this is wad blogs are for man... hehee... =) ----Stef stopped rambling at 22:00 --Link to Post |
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