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ok...
i'm bored again... and i'll probably spend a good hour of my beautiful sunday on this... yes... this is how boring stephanie actually is... *shrugs* pure laziness and total sucker for inactivity... feel as if i'll start to grow moulds soon... and have green fungi growing between my toes or something... food for thought for 020504... hmmm... whether or not a person should grow so dependent on his/her other half till he/she totally loses ability to survive without the other person... feel that its almost suicidal... though unavoidable for some... they just walk into it... cant say i wont too... havent had a chance to really rediscover how i would handle a relationship... almost 4 years since my previous one... freaking long time.. but i never seemed to feel the urgency to get attached... or like i tell everyone... "nobody likes me... everybody hates me... i'm gonna eat some worms..." on hindsight... my relationship with wf was rather confined... in our near 2 years together... i oni met his best pals like a few times... and he seldom met mine as well... we really spent a good deal of time together... too much, in fact... guess thats how it fizzled out within 2 years... almost like teppanyaki... stuff gets burnt rather easily... it should be more like a slow cooker actually... some sort of stewing to really bring the flavours out... it sounds ultra lame... but i think i make sense ya know? low heat... and prolonged cooking... like ben k asked the other day... cant remember wad it was exactly... but something like expecting my bf to spend all his time with me or something similar... well... i guess not... like i replied.. no... becoz i have my own bunch of frenz as well ya? i guess when you grow up... and have had experiences before... u'll grow to see that spending time together aint everything... ----Stef stopped rambling at 15:46 --Link to Post |
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