. be resourceful
 
 
. wasted time
 
 
. sanity check
 
 
. carbon dating
 
 
. frozen time
 
 
11.5.04
dreary tuesday...
quite busy really...
wrote out redox questions for students...
which, hopefully, happen to be different from the test...
took lessons...
swallowed tea and snacks...
supposed to be an early day today...
ending at 1415...
so i dated my sis to actually go out...
but couldnt leave school before 1700...
even then...
i had meixin calling me on the hp...
asking me whether they can meet me in the canteen for a question...
darn...
"people! i have a life too!"
phew...
consultations all the way...
in the library in the discussion room too...
jeffrey told me, post mortem, that teachers are banned from the room...
it was them who asked me to go in coz of some questions they had...
darn...
now wondering if i'll get into sh*t...
probably not...
coz i really DIN KNOW...
and we were doing discussion wad...
just a huge one...
abt 8 of them crowding ard a round table...
abt how to do redox...
i'm not one who chooses this kinda venues to enjoy aircon ok???

met sis finally abt 1730...
ate dinner at breeks...
had my fav bbq chick and cheese sandwich...
which she had this super huge chick leg and pasta...
i was like 'fwah...'
but we just ate and ate...
saw alot of MJCians...
oh well...
i think a few recognised me...
saw this necklace at perllini's...
darn!
liked it alot...
but it cost like 42 bucks...
which is reasonable actually...
but then i recall my bank balance...
and remember that i still wanna lend pple money and charge them 10% interest...
nah...
i've got my uni days to fund...
i'm even wearing the same clothes day after day!
maybe not...
okie...
still need to pay for my ankle treatments...
physio tomorrow...
darn!
ahhhh!!!!!!
okie okie...
save money!!!
necklace will come if i manage not to spend my latest paycheck...
*prays*

bumped into elena...
quite cool...
coz its been some time since we last saw each other...
to think we didnt know about each other's existence till we stepped in AJ...
oh well...
she's not working...
which translates to slacking...
kinda miss my slacking days actually...
at least i'm not THIS tired everyday...
haiz...
couldnt wake up this morning...
damn jialat...
was practically begging my parents for "one more minute!"

watched 50 first dates with sis...
as cheesy and eeky as it sounds...
it's really pretty good...
i think it's like the wedding singer kinda movies...
guy falls for girl...
girl struggles abt liking guy back...
and all the dating stuff...
oni novelty is that guy tries to woo girl again and again...
every single day...
thing is...
found it really pretty...
that Love changed the guy...
i guess it's one of the most powerful forces...
it's funnie...
and very sweet all at the same time...
sexual jokes yeah...
considering you have rob scheider in the movie...
but it was good...
loved the animals...
the penguin and the walrus especially...

one part of the movie really hit me...
i was sad that lucy (barrymore) couldnt remember henry (sandler) every time she woke up...
so even if she did begin to love him...
she totally forgets him once she slips into slumber...
thing is...
i was sad that she couldnt remember him...
but as they were making progress...
lucy felt she was holding him back from a normal life...
and breaks up with him...
now...
i was sad that henry couldnt forget her...
that he was feeling so much pain...
how much pain, i couldnt decide, considering he was such a flirt...
unlike her...
where she could simply destroy her recent memories by burning her journal...

so...
is the loss of the short term memory a good thing?
or that memories regardless of good or bad should never be forgotten?
accounting for why pple like me keep such detailed blogs...
i dont know...
really...
of coz...
one might qualify that good memories should be kept...
and bad ones forgotten...
is it really THAT simple?
or more complex?
is selective memory even possible?
but if it is...
wont it be awesome!

and oh ya...
plz remind this idiot writing this blog...
never to try running across the road in heels more than 3cm high again...
her ankles really cannot take it!
i think i looked terrible trying to do that also...
oh wait...
i look terrible all the time...
wats the freaking difference?!?!


----Stef stopped rambling at 21:42
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