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4.4.04
stuff to blog today...
let me start with my dream...
funnily enough...
i can remember it leh...
maybe its coz i woke up rather abruptly in the early morning...
jerked up when it was about dawn...
weird dream...
coz i dreamt that i was married to this ultra shuai gangster boss...
you know the bad but not evil kinda syndicate..
thing was...
he was blind...
but thing was...
it was kinda exciting...
cant remember exact stuff...
but alot of gongfu fighting and adventure...
muahahha...
reckon thats the closest i could get to something like dat...

packed a little of my chem stuff to bring to sch tomorrow...
finally!
i unwrapped the chem textbook that i bought at 40/50 bucks back in AJC...
irony is that i bought it for my A levels...
but am now only finally using it when i'm out of JC...
as a student...
couldnt help it...
hated reading textbooks...
but the sch made us buy it...
darn...
at least i finally gave it one flip now...
else it'll feel so...
useless...

went to compass point for awhile just now...
buy pencil and pen...
coz i donated all of mine to my sis...
and am now surviving on free pens from hotels and my dad's pen...

met hui qing at the library...
still at motorola doing data entry...
asked about the rest...
and realised i havent been meeting up with the other councilors...
not even msging or talking to them online...
with the exception of alwin lai...
dunnoe why we keep each other sane on friendster i guess...
with once weekly msges...
telling each other about stuff in our respective jobs and countries...

met my j1 OGL as well...
bao lai...
think he's ultra nice...
at least he remembers me...
and asked about my sailing...
for the last time..
i'm a windsurfer...
not a sailor...

poor guy couldnt get into med sch coz of his GP...
but going for chem engineering instead...
told him about my results and everything...
where i was heading for in NUS...
why does everyone give me the look when i tell them i wanna do mech engineering!??!?!
oh well...
amazing that i actually met two pple i havent met in a long time in one place like dat...

now a funnie weird pain on the left side...
argh...
why am i plagued with funny stuff?!??!?!!?
dunnoe...
just hope that its nuthing serious...
i dont like visiting doctors and hospitals...

something occurred to me actually...
that stuff i remembered telling pple...
but these pple forget them...
ask again...
and i go "i thot i told you before?"...
not that its wrong...
nah...
but sometimes u just doubt how much attention they give you really...
i'm quite used to pple not taking me seriously...
and forgetting stuff i told them...
but sometimes...
i just shows how much i actually mean to them...
coz as a person...
i take everyone ard me seriously...
sometimes too seriously...
so i expect them to do so as well...
*pouts*
but i guess everyone's different...
and its not right to expect that of them...

first day on the job tmr...
just hoping they dont kick me out by the first day...

----Stef stopped rambling at 20:44
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