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i think ray sounds like some punk from down under...
nah... the name's raymond... it wasnt anything serious... just that it was probably the fourth time he was calling me that morning... after a number of "i'll call you back"s when the mrt got too noisy or when he met his colleagues... so at the last call... i kinda feigned irritation, a "you again?!" and the works... maybe he wasn't feeling too good to start with... sounded kinda "argh"... and ended the conversation saying he had a call coming in... it wasnt that terrible of me ya??? just, once again, my 'weird' sense of humour... but he called me again soon after... and things are ok now... phew... and i guess you're right, ben k... as long u mean it... there's probably never too much of anything... i especially like to turn to my mom in the middle of some tv programme... "i love you mommy..." i think such stuff are the sweetest when you least expect it... coz then you know that you're not saying just coz you're expected to... like at bed time... after a phone conversation... or something like that... but in little bits of everyday life... it makes it all the more special... i guess most people dont value love enough... not just the boy-girl kind.. coz unlike money... there is probably no limit to the amount of love one can give or get... so since that is the case... i havent got a clue why pple are stingy with love... i guess its just that people dont know how to express themselves well enough... quite frankly... i dont think i do either... while we're in the subject of love... i wonder why there is alwaz this question of "not attached? why?" esp the "why?" part... how does one ever answer that? its probably a whole load of reasons you'll never finish saying... and another whole load of reasons you never knew abt... how does one know about something that din happen? very paradoxical... is it mandatory for one to be attached? we are, afterall, born single... single by default... so why dont people ask "why attached?"... and thus... there's this invisible pressure to get attached and all... but why the hurry... maybe i havent realised i'm getting older... and the possibility of being forever damned in singlehood... the thought is scary... to say the least... but does that justify rushing into relationships? i cant really rem the exact words... but i think it was in romeo and juliet... where the friar said something those who rush tumble quickly... judging from my lousy memory... i really cant recall the exact words... which sounded 10 times more profound... pple who remember the exact quote... tag it... i'm offering one hazelnut frap on the house... whose house, that is the question... oh ya... my first april fool's that i din get tricked or anything... ----Stef stopped rambling at 23:26 --Link to Post |
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