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2.4.04
found myself at esplanade watching the tang quartet and nus conservatory of music...
cant say i know how to appreciate this kinda stuff...
coz i have no musical inclination watsover...
but i enjoyed it really...
good stuff...
best part...
it's free...

i especially liked the guy whose animated eyebrows added the extra oomph to his piece...
okay...
that was mean...

well...
thanks to ben k that i caught the performance...
him being bored to death...
and me being the oni slacker he knows...

well...
good that i actually did something today...
lest i regret not making the most of my free time prior to my commencement of work next week...
dinner was TCC...
which wasnt too fantastic...
but thanks to ben's coupons...
and john's credit card...

paid all of ten bucks for dinner and kopi...

feeling queasy actually...
i wonder whether it was becoz of the dinner...
the long bus ride...
or me frantically msging 3 pple simultaneously during the bus ride...
i'd think its the combination of all three...
bet i'll be in bed by midnite tonight...
putting my phone far far away from pikachiu...
so raymond...
dont call...

wondering what's his fascination with waking me at 1, 2 am...
think he just takes pleasure in destroying my sleep...

was in bus 80...
was looking out of the window alot...
maybe thats one of the reason i am feeling kinda sick...
spotted familiar faces...
saw thye with his other half...
whose name i either never got to know or forgot...
never spoke to thye hock alot anyway...
maybe more often when we are overseas...
bet wanqi can recall how we alwaz cringe in our seats with his 2cents worth of advice...
its true that it was useful advice....
race techniques...
training pointers...
and the quintessential "xiang3 dang1 nian2"s...
but i guess it was just the cockiness in his voice and the "i'm the king of the world" thingy he exludes whenever he starts one of those...
nevertheless...
he remains a senior i respect in terms of experience and technique...
just as long he doesnt start dishing his invaluable advice...

was singing oklahoma on my way home from the bus stop...
as usual...
took my time strolling to my block...
din take a very long time really...
coz planned my route so that i get to change buses that dropped me along east way...
back to the song...
used to like it alot...
the story...
or simply just the sound of it...
but forgot alot of the lyrics liaoz...
just content that it accompanied me home...

collected my pants on my way to town actually...
kinda dumb to collect it then...
then come all the way back again...
but i need it rather urgently...
school's starting next week...
but the shop's probably closed by the time i get back...
salespple tried the hard sell tactic on me...
which was kinda urgh...
coz i aint got the $ to spend ya...
and hate it when pple tried to impose something on you....
aint heading back there anytime soon really...
rather shop elsewhere...

someone please freeze my account...
i think thats the oni way for me to save money...


think i blabbered quite abit already...
cant help it...
recent days saw me keeping my mouth shut most of the time...
tendency to cough whenever i do open it...
weird?
i think so too...
but thats what i realised...
just think its a sign for me to start shutting up...
reckon i'll stay alive longer...
but it gets quite frustrating la...
knowing how noisy i really am...
ben k, you must be thinking "huh?"...
=X

heading down to MJC tmr...
collect timetable and stuff...
hope they dont throw me too many classes really...
the more classes i teach...
the more classes might end up failing...
of course...
i'll try to ensure that that doesnt happen la...
but oh well..
somethings you just cant control you know...

how many paras am i into liaoz ah???
gawd...
its verbal diarrhoea day...

now just waiting for the bathroom to free up...
and start smelling of almond before i jump into bed with To Kill a Mockingbird...
gave up on The Stand really...
it was just too thick and too many pple in it...
think i managed to finish the Grisham novel only coz it only had like...
a few important pple?
and 80 acres of cotton...
reckon i'm starting to crap already...
well...
i started crapping since the first line anyway...
*rolls eyes*
kinda wonder why you people read this anyway...
hah...
coz i wonder why i'm writing...

oh well...
i think i'm starting to stink as well...

contemplating going back to training soon...
but kinda reluctant to subject myself to andrew's constant reprimanding...
long hours by the beach...
the really really dark tan...
the gymwork...
and my ankle...
or should i wait till after the first physio session?
i have no idea...
kept imagining andrew by the beach week after week...
maybe with a sledgehammer...
just waiting to beat me to pulp for skipping training...

and here i am...
just wondering if it was all worth it...

keke...
dad's giving me the "you-should-know-how-badly-you-stink...why-arent-you-bathing-now?" look...
reckon i should ciaoz...

----Stef stopped rambling at 22:42
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